It’s kinda for me to look around my life and accept
All of the bullshit that I’ve been dealing with
So now I’m terrified of what’s next
I sit it in my room so confused
Bout all the moves that I’ve made
My hearts full of stress
Don’t think they knew
About all of the pain that I feel everyday
My head is a mess
Another sad song right
Forget it
Cause i know that you wouldn’t really understand
You left me in the dark so long
Broken, a mess
I find it even hard to stand
I look around me
And I don’t see no one
I lose myself in the madness of the lonesome
I have no fear now
When I see the ghost come
They watch me drown at the bottom of the ocean
First Verse
Remember when we used to be
Friends
I remember that too
But it
Ends
Seems like everybody playing
Pretend
Left to struggle on my own now
Yeah it’s funny when you get a new bitch
How you change up
How the fuck could you let somebody change us
Ain’t no way that I’m ever gonna change up
Even if I’m broke or I get famous
This the shit that I be dealing with
Keeping problems inside of my mind
Then I let em all out
Aim At the wrong person
So To me
Everybody gotta die
My eyes have dried
It’s hard to cry
When you’ve become so numb inside
You cut for pain
With no release
You feel it growting deep inside
I tried
Second verse
So Look at me
Look at me
Look at me
I hope that I got your attention
So look at me
Do you see what I see
Do you feel what I feel
Do you understand why I don’t feel real
My life is a simulation
I will crash
And they will say I’m killed
Yeah it’s hard to live
When everyday you feel like you wanna die
And you feel like nobody around you would even notice you commit suicide
Days pass by
Not picking up my phone
It’s like I have a body
But I’m never home
I don’t trust people
That’s why I’m always alone
What the fuck is friendship
Leave me alone
Yeah
You wanna talk about depression
I can tell you what it’s like
When your mind
Turns into a fucking weapon
And it backfires
Every single fucking day
Now you wonder why the hell you always feel this way
It will never change
It’ll probably be the same forever
Me and pain
I think that we were meant to be together
The happiness is a lie
When it’s getting better
The roller coaster goes down into hellish weather
Yeah
Forever
Whatever
(Whatever)
Forever that’s a lie too
I be feeling like my life is a drive thru
You look around
Ain’t nobody right beside you
So who the fuck did you lie to
You don’t gotta lie to me
Just to fucking kick it
Thinking when I make it
That you gonna get a ticket
And that’s the fucking reason
Why I’m on a solo mission
All of my memories fade away
All of my memories fade away
I just want to see a better day